Beauty school drop out...

Ok so really I am not going to drop out of high school to go to beauty school, but I am going  none the less.(Actually I am thinking about going but it's a very big possibility.) 
If you have any inspired(or not so inspired) answers please help!!


Here is the main issue:
1) Do I go at all?

• Beauty school cost a lot of money and the reason for me going is to help pay for college, and have an income if needed when I have a family. But is it really beneficiary to have to play, lets just say, 14,900 big bucks to get in?

• Will I be happy with graduating early and moving on?

Next issue:
2) If I do end up going, which one do i attend? Aveda? or Manhattan? 
This part people could be bias so I am going to make the questions general. 

• Do I go to the one far away or near?(both will equal out in gas money because of how many days of the week I attend)
• Do I go to the one with the one that is more expensive but a better education?
• Do I even go to Aveda or Manhattan?
• Should I go live with my grandmother in Utah and go to beauty school there?
• Do i go to the one that takes 13 months or the 7 and 1/2?

Next issue:  
3) Where do i get the money to pay for beauty school?

• Should I work two part time jobs this summer?
• Do I even meet the requirements to apply for financial ad?   
• Do I take out loans? 

Next issue: 
4) Do I only study cosmetology?

• Should I study just hair? Or do I do it all?
• Do I do everything?  Or do I just do the one that will make the most money?

 
 

Someone is watching over me

I have always known that God is and will never cease to watch over me stop But this past week I have become aware of the fact that not only God is watching over me but he has a lot of other "angles" you could say that are helping him out stop Thank you! All of those who are secretly and openly watching over me stop

Obanda?

Some much on my mind, I can't sleep

First I would like to designate this section of this blog posts to tattoos. (Well maybe I shouldn't say designate, that is not the right word... I like authorized better.) I dislike tattoos with a passion, not because they are ugly(which they are), not because they cost a butt load of money(because they do), not because I am not allowed to get one(but who in their right mind would want one any way), not because they will look AWESOME in thirty years-sarcasm-(which they won't when you are all saggy), BUT because they defile the most precious thing we have on this earth. The only thing that is really ours to make bad chooses in,(and getting a tattoo is a bad choose) live, and have free agency in and you and go damage it. Something that is already priceless and beautiful ruined. Don't you know that your body is a temple of the Lord that is quite frankly out on lone right now to you. Would you ask to borrow a book for someone you respect and love, then go and tell your kids its a coloring book? NO, why is OK to ask to borrow a body and then get "pretty colors and cool designs" all over it? 
And before you get offended I would have you know that if you are one of my close friends and you have a tattoo, I still love you and don't hate you because you have a tattoo. I just wish you wouldn't have gotten one, it makes me sad more than angry to see you do something like this to your body.
OK! Enough with my ranting....
Tonight while I was on a date, my date stated something "life is good" and it kinda brought this whole wave of emotion, lately I have been putting my self down and secluding myself from situation because of financial reasons and the silliest, stupid things make me upset . But "life is good" I have a home, family, good friends and the gospel. Life can't get much better than this. Why am I complaining, I have so many things to be thankful for(BTW HAPPY THANKSGIVING) and even if the world was coming to and end, i still have plenty of things to be thankful for. Some times we lose sight of things that actually matter, and one thing that I learned last Sunday is ingratitude is one of the best sins that LDS people today make. I guess it's because we have so much all of the time, we never even think of a life without it. And because it's that time of year one of my favorite songs pops into me mind "Because I have been given much I too must give, Because of thy great bounty each day I live, I shall divide my gifts from thee with every brother that  I see, who has the need of help from me?...  My goal for this week is to give to those in need.
I read something tonight that inspired me and I would like to close with it
“If ever there is a tomorrow when we’re not together, there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart, I’ll always be with you.”

-Winnie the Pooh

Today...

Today I listened to some Raffi songs that we use to listen to on the way to Grandma's house. And it made me cry, I miss having innocence, I miss Grandma, I miss being care free, I miss Utah, I miss rolling down hills, I miss playing in the rain, I miss bum hills, I miss Rick(and he hasn't even left yet), I miss Primary, I miss Gymboree, I miss raisins, I miss the time when I didn't have to pay attention in sacrament (just kidding), I miss flying kites, I miss building forts out of chairs and sheets, I miss The Friend, I miss animal crackers, I miss kiddie pools , I miss Pokemon, I miss being able to get into place for free, I miss getting an award for using the potty, I miss free food, I miss the kids menu, I miss not having responsibility, I miss when school use to be easy, I miss happy meals, I miss Legos, I miss Barbies, I miss fudge sickles, I miss lemon drops, I miss parades, and the list can go on forever.

But I am also grateful the blessing to grow and learn. Because honestly it would stink to not learn from your mistakes, and to never be able to go on rollercoasters because your too short, or never go on a date, or never drive.

Peanut Butter goes wiht ANYTHING!!

I have come to the conclusion that peanut butter goes well with pretty much anything, take for example:

• PBJ
• Ants on a log
• Peanut butter noodles
• Oreos
• Marshmallows 
• Toast
• Peanut butter oatmeal 
• Peanut butter cookies
• Peanut butter Cheesecake
• Pancakes

• Peanut butter maple syrup
• Peanut butter cake 
• Peanut butter fingers 
• Shortbread
• Peanut butter Chocolate sauce 
• Pudding cake
• Banana sandwiches 
• Steak sauce
• Smoothies 
• Hot chocolate
• Chips
• Ice Cream 
• Cold pizza 
• Strawberries
• Chicken nuggets
• Carrots
• Apples
• Gram crackers

As you can see, my point is made! I love peanut butter! Now for!!! The cuttest movie ever! YOU HAVE TO WATCH

What do you wnat to be when you grow up?

Yesterday  I was spent time with the coolest girl ever, Talana, (check out her blog here!) and I asked her what she wanted to be when she grows up.  And you know what she said? A mother! And you know what I  think a lot.... maybe too much sometimes. This got me thinking,  a mother, oh how I can't wait for motherhood *yes I am waiting, no pregnant teenager here*. It is a whole new world that I am itching to explore. I know it will be exhausting and hard, but  I look forward to the challenge. Mothers have an awesome 6th since that no one else has, the ability to listen, and hear, and love, and care, and learn, and teach, and the list goes on and on.
Another thing that Talana said to me was, "you will be a good  mom". Not only did this come to me as a big complement I was kinda surprised. Because I have heard this once before from my aunt Jill. But the first time you here something it doesn't always set in. "You will be a great mom", this is  a great complement since that is what I want to be when i grow up!

Things like occupations always worry me. First of all, everyone I know always has at least 1,2 or 3 things they have in mind to do when they grow up. I NEVER  have any idea what i want to do. Until just recently, I either want to be a psychologist, school guidance counselor, or  occupational therapists. I want to help others and love listening to peoples problems. I want to help those I love, and that is everyone!
I can either work with crazies, or crazy-crazies. I talked to Sister Skipper last Wednesday about psychology because that is what she is studying right now. And my eyes are open, it sounds like a job for me. But who knows!

One quote that I live by is "I may or may not be indecisive I have not decided yet". All I know for sure is that I want to be a mom. But who knows about the other stuff....... But for know this is who I am, and who i am going to be.  

Thank you Jill,Thank you Talana!