Saved drafts

As I am sitting here cleaning out my blog. Looking at all of the post that I have saved as drafts I realized that this blog has been my outlet. The only think that I can openly pour out my soul into. And although some of the things I have written and not published are just being deleted  I am glad I had some place to write my thoughts down and just get them off my mind. I am a compulsive writer, I write all the time. Most of the time it doesn't make since but it always makes me feel better. Writing down a to do list and organize it in my brain is calming, writing my emotions is relieving effect, and  writing for school work is "doing work".And in the case of my blog some of my emotions just needed to be expressed,and then thrown away for no one else to see. I wish I had saved a lot of my post on my blog as drafts I look back on them and see how naive I was. But on the other hand I am proud of what I have become. Besides, no one really reads my blog. (OK, like two people). . I am glad it's only two people. I don't want the whole world to see me at my weakest.But those two people who do read it  I know they will love me no matter what. 

Good bye old saved drafts- I am sorry you were never published. Maybe someday.

Good night world- or should I say two people who read my blog.