Grateful

Have you ever had the feeling that'll you're hopes and dreams became totally and completely crushed? Live is just that way, and often times you don't see the reason for it until after you have cried a thousand tears. I have to. Be honest when I wasn't accepted to BYU, I was defistated. I have been wanting to go to the Y since I was born. I didn't understand I had good grades, lots of service and extra curriculars not only that but I was a perfect attendee seminary student. I was confused and sad, mostly I was hurt. I would see people how go/went to BYU wear immodest clothing while not on campus, or curse, or lie, even cheat and steal. Didn't I "deserve it more?"

However, I can not express the amount of gratitude I have for the BLESSING it has been to not attend my dream school. Isn't t curious how we think we want something so bad that we are completely blind to other options, and in actuality the other options are BEYOND better for us.

I GOT A SCHOLARSHIP! My dad's business has seen better days and it has emensily blessed my family to have a student government scholarship trust will help pay for school.

I have had the opportunist of a life time.- which is for a whole other blog.

 I am going rot a small college which will help me with my learning disability.

I was able to go through vision therapy this summer  to. Corrector my convergence disorder- again a whole other blog

And last and up-most important thing that I am grateful for is ...
If I would have gone to BYU it would have been for summer session. And you know what that means. I wouldn't have met people who love me, support me, care about me and protect me,
I have been able to attend institute. Where I not only learned about the infinite atonement but was able to meet some pretty amazing people. To name a few: 
Sean D
Ryan T
Elder and sister Manhart
Sandy R
Nate B
Ryan A
Megan
Zack V
Trent 
Todd
Mikela 
Charlie 
And rekindled friendship with Talana, Shelby and Kristen.
The rest of this blog will be dedicated to Sean! 
I love Sean,  I clove everything about him. In my humble opponion we are. "prefect for each other" I am so blessed to have him in my life. He became a best friend that will last forever. I am trully going to miss him. No one has ever been so kind, most of all he is a worthy priesthood holder and servant of the lord. Our time together was short but. I fell I know him like the back of my hand. He can practically read my mind.-cray cray  He was there in my time of need and has taught me so much. I am greatful for his strength and his love. For his courage and his wisdom. I am gratful for hs faithfulness and his diligence to keep all of god commandment. I am grateful for his trust and I would trust him with life. As they say distance makes the heart grow fonder. 

Love you! 

Future Roommate 13

I hate hair. Which is kinda contradictory, considering that my second major is cosmetology. But it’s not hair on head that bothers me, it's hair on the floor, hair in the brush, hair in the tub etc. It’s gross… I makes me squirm.  So keep your hair to yourself, or at least clean it up.

Future Roommate 12

If you are going to be living with me there are somethings you should be aware of.
 I love new things.

• foods
• styles 
• adventures 
• people 
• experiences 
• love 
• clothes
• home
• life
• positions 
• callings
• hope

Future Roommate 11

If you are going to be living with me there are somethings you should be aware of.

I have high values and standards.
I don't expect you to follow my standards, however, I expect you to respect them. I will do my best to respect you and your believes, I only ask you to do the same. I belong to the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.- living in Utah you probably have heard of it. If you haven't you should get out more.
For those who need some education check us out at Mormon.org

Future Roommate 10

If you are going to be living with me there are somethings you should be aware of.

I am double majoring in Psychology and Cosmetology.
 I want to focus on Psychology and that is what i will end up getting my masters, doc ect. in.

But I want to be a certified Cosmetologist so that if I ever have to work at home when I have a family i will be able too.

Future Roommate 9

If you are going to be living with me there are somethings you should be aware of.

I love gorging in greasy food..... and I love eating healthy just as much. But I think that some people get grossed out by the kinda of stuff i eat. For example this year at the fair I ate

• half of a krispy creme doughnut with bacon on it

• Deep Fried Snickers

• Deep fried Kool Aid
• Chocolate covered Banana 

• Chocolate covered Strawberries

• Belgium Waffle ice dream sandwich
• French Fries 
• Lemon aide
• Chicago Style popcorn(cheddar and caramel) 

However, like I said I love healthy food as well! Like this lovely meal I had at whole foods.

Basically I love food!!!!!!! 

Future Roommates 8

If you are going to be living with me there are somethings you should be aware of.

My favorite color is orange! First of all, it's unique. Most people live blue or green and there is an occasional red/pink. But ORANGE! Secondly i love orange because it is bright and sunny. Thirdly orange is the color of fun times, happy and energetic days. warmth and oranic products. It is also associated with ambition. There is nothing even remotely calm associated with orange- a new dawn in attitude. I love being precieved as friendly because i really love meeting new people and have lots of friends. - I mean who doesn't?
One may say that yellow is just as bright , friendly, and sunny. however, i would have to disagree. Yellow is kinda of intimidating and slightly obnoxious. 

Future roommate 7

If you are going to be living with me there are somethings you should be aware of.
I am a band nerd. And I have the the coolest section. I mean check it out! http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=Co06yaHb_y0

We pretty much everyone in our section. Even those not featured! YOU JELLY!

Let's see if we can keep the section of the year award!!

Prom

Prom defiantly didn't go as planned. I had planned for my friend from efy to go with me. I ended up not being able to come due to a family member in the hospital. Not only did he not show but he didn't tell me until like 2 hours before we were suppose to go to dinner. Also, some people had planned to come over and get ready at my house together. All of the people I had invited to come share this special night with me bailed. I felt very alone. Lucky, my aunt Sarah had heard of my dilemma and sacrificed her babysitter for the night so that I would have a date. I don't think I would have gone if it wasn't for her generosity. This young fellow was the most wonderful date anyone could ask for. He held the door open for me, he brought me a dozen roses, he payed for my dinner,  he opened my car door for me, and he made the night special for me. Although, it didn't go as planned it went very well. I still had a good time and it appeared as if we had planned if for months.